"Dear Diary, I gave up today."
"There has to be some sort of limit right ? To how much I can take ? How much im willing to take? What is the point of allowing such painful repetitions ? Is it because he speaks perfect dazzling circles, spinning webs that seem to work every time in catching the heart and numbing the hurt until the next set. Disillusions, Hallucinations. What limit can there be when You cant even see clearly or find a even footing, everything is slippery and uncertain. I think I have reached it, I think im done"
"The longest distance on earth: not from north to south; it’s when I stand in front of you and you ignore me"
"There is a determined though unseen bravery that defends itself foot by foot in the darkness against the fatal invasions of necessity and dishonesty. Noble and mysterious triumphs that no eye sees, and no fame rewards, and no flourish of triumph salutes. Life, misfortunes, isolation, abandonment, poverty, are battlefields that have their heroes; obscure heroes, sometimes greater than the illustrious heroes."
"Hateful to me as the gates of Hades is that man who hides one thing in his heart and speaks another."
"I wondered if that was how forgiveness budded; not with the fanfare of epiphany, but with pain gathering its things, packing up, and slipping away unannounced in the middle of the night."
"She had a limit, you can only be brushed off taken for granted and blown off too many times by the same person. Being available for something you already know will happen again and again isn’t working. She needs to decrease the limit or just stop, full stop."